well, truth be told, like my previous entries, i'm supposed to be blogging how my sunday turned out to be kind of a blob. that i'm just here lounging around in my room, watching tv and with nothing better to do but lie in my bed.
i guess today, it's not the case. i spent most of the day in scrambles, so to speak. people here in the house somehow got on my nerves and i really just want to shut up and channel my energy into things that are worth it. i'm quite tired with all the shittiness and pretensions going about. i just simply want to stop caring anymore. like treat everything coming my way as nothingness and go about doing things like how i want to. hay, ewan, i'm too tired with the crap that i'm putting up with
i feel like numb and i don't want to do anything about it...
i'm lost for words so i better stop
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
falling short of expectations
i went to a meeting with my boss earlier and lo and behold, like any normal transpo experience in the Phili, we we're stuck in traffic
with a lack of something else to talk about, my boss caught me off guard by asking me why i never mingle with my department-mates during lunchtime. of course, i tried to walk away from that one by lying and saying that i usually eat out and whenever i do decide to "dine-in" at my station, i try to finish it and then go back to my work.but like, any normal intellectual boss, i bet she didn't believe that crap i invented and instead pursued the whole concept on lecturing me how "pakikisama" can make my workload easier at the office.
yeah, talk about that shit made me cringe
that's basically what's wrong with the whole office, take note the WHOLE damn office and not just my department.
have you ever been to a company which treats everybody like family or friends to the point of making each one of you puke because of kindness or probably ka-plastican?or have you been to a company where most of the people are just sitting down in their asses and waiting for the bell to ring signaling the end of work? well, what i just said sounds nice but in reality, IT SUCKS! for someone like me, my office is messed up. i'm not sure if the niceness you see around is utterly genuine or whether there's really an ROI because most of the people are the epitome of slacker-ism, if there is such a word. or that is they really do treat you like family or they're just trying to get close to you so they'd know your deep secrets and "chismis" about you til Christmas.
needless to say, in my work, pretension is your only ally
with a lack of something else to talk about, my boss caught me off guard by asking me why i never mingle with my department-mates during lunchtime. of course, i tried to walk away from that one by lying and saying that i usually eat out and whenever i do decide to "dine-in" at my station, i try to finish it and then go back to my work.but like, any normal intellectual boss, i bet she didn't believe that crap i invented and instead pursued the whole concept on lecturing me how "pakikisama" can make my workload easier at the office.
yeah, talk about that shit made me cringe
that's basically what's wrong with the whole office, take note the WHOLE damn office and not just my department.
have you ever been to a company which treats everybody like family or friends to the point of making each one of you puke because of kindness or probably ka-plastican?or have you been to a company where most of the people are just sitting down in their asses and waiting for the bell to ring signaling the end of work? well, what i just said sounds nice but in reality, IT SUCKS! for someone like me, my office is messed up. i'm not sure if the niceness you see around is utterly genuine or whether there's really an ROI because most of the people are the epitome of slacker-ism, if there is such a word. or that is they really do treat you like family or they're just trying to get close to you so they'd know your deep secrets and "chismis" about you til Christmas.
needless to say, in my work, pretension is your only ally
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