uno

no, this entry is not about the mag, lay off the whole whatda-F when you read the title pips

this blog entry is wholly dedicated to my ONE and only boyfriend (do i need to reiterate the one in the sentence?) teeeheee...

well, dear sweetness, it's now officially a year for our relationship. how time flies and yet i feel like everytime we see each other, it's still a new experience

some might find it weird but it's true, everytime you go to my place, sit at the sofa and watch tv (whether it's tuned into WWE or some crappy-ass local channel--> thanks to my mother, of course)and talk to my mother or relatives (who sometimes might be hanging around the area) it seems like it's the first time you're doing it

ewan ko ba pero with us, with our relationship, i can actually say it's different. it's not the ordinary type and i'm certainly glad it isn't

if we tell others that we have been talking every single day since we've met each other, they might not believe us, hmm, ok, ok, that's an exageration... yes, there were times that we didn't get to talk, simply because i was sick. that's less than 10 days and i guess that won't count, right?

it doesn't matter though... what's important is the fact that talking to you earlier at starbucks (which one? hint: there were lotsa pips and it was near a club, major bummer....hahaha) i realized that i never felt this way with anyone before. sure, i use to date alot of guys and yeah, ok, some of them were like, how should i put it? oh, H-O-T!!! but comparing them to you, they were nothing

u made me more than happy...the word for me right now is contented...

so, as i try to finish this entry, let me say thank you to YOU, my dear one...my sweetness...

thank you for loving me more than i've imagined
thank you for caring more than i've expected
thank you for being there more than the times that i needed you
thank you for understanding more than i did
and thank you for sticking with me all these months

12 months down, 4EVER 2 GO!!!

actually, counting the time that we dated, we have been together for 1 year and 8 months already....i love you so much...you know who you are :)

out of tune

well, i spent my whole day being totally MUTE and fucked up

i mean, it's just jan 2 and my body already decided to break down and get sick. of course, my fragile body bailed out on me again. aside from having fever last night at 39 degrees and chilling like it's my last day on earth, today i completely lost my voice

seriously, i'm not exagerating whatsoever but whenever I open my mouth to talk, a croak or squeek comes out.it really is weird and irritating me to the utmost

it's barely 2 days and i need to go back to the office, how the hell will i answer my phoneline? i mean, i'm supposed to go dive back into action on jan 5 and for crying out loud, i need my voice for it. talk about 1 shitty sitch i'm in right now

honestly, it's the first ever time that i'm mute and DUMBfounded and it doesn't feel good. i mean, we were at metro earlier and i got stares from waiters since i'm merely pointing my order to them and wasn't speaking at all. i felt like a freak and i hate the feeling

i'm sure how long until i get my voice back but heck, even if this annoys me more than i can take

at least there's a consolation...

my boyfriend was able to visit me and we hanged at my room, watching cable, dvds and of course, continuously cuddling and looking into each other's eyes, NICE! ;P