read this and envy me...

at Salvatore Ferragamo, Shangri-la Edsa, Feb 14, 2008, 8pm



still at Salvatore...nothing else to do...teehee


ok,ok, I know...the pictures are too much but i can't help it. am i not the luckiest girl ever? to have an ever loving boyfriend who doesn't seem to mind and who's bent on making me happy til like forever...if i could only translate this wonderful feeling in EXACT words, i would have but of course, i can't. the only thing i know right now is how happy i am and how loved i feel. well, some might call me pathetic coz a bouquet of roses doesn't really cut it, hmm, not really, i still am old school when it comes to somethings that i believe in...take the case of me still thinking that no woman would be immune to a bunch of flowers. trust me (guys, listen carefully)any woman would swoon over a couple of roses, carnations, mums,tulips or whatever else specimen of flower out there. i dunnoh the specific reason why we do but the reality of it is that we do. Flowers does wonders for us...afterall, we are emotional (ok,i hope the feminist movement ain't reading my blog right now...coz if they are, i'm in a deep sh*t, uh-oh, hehehe)

last february 14 or as some might call it, the "Hapi Puso Day", my boyfriend gave me a bouquet of roses with some tulips and it really did make me smile and yeah, the rest of the office people also. talk about, feeling highschool-ish where every living, breathing female who crosses your path is throwing dagger stares at you. the reason either them having no flowers at all or them having less flowers than what you have...and mind you, i didn't come across anybody who got a bigger bouquet than mine. yup, i felt proud during that time and i basked in my glory, especially when more than half of the office population kept on complementing my flowers...

truth be told,this valentines has been really memorable. not coz i received flowers for the first time, i mean, i've been given flowers before but this time, it's different. IT'S THE FIRST TIME THAT THE FLOWERS CAME FROM MY BOYFRIEND and mind you, it feels really nice inside. i felt that love is true and that what i have right now with him is worth everything... and getting to know this new and warm feeling inside made me realize how important this relationship is to me, how important he is to me...
i guess, this might be too early to say but seriously, i see myself spending the rest of all my valentines day with my bf. i don't want to ever let go of this feeling...i don't want to ever let go of you sweetness

we missed this...somehow kakahinayang....sigh

divine intervention

have you ever thought of seeing something and you immediately realize that it's a sign? that God wanted you to head in another direction than what you have previously set your sights on...

well, that happened to me today, i'd love to tell you about it but i'm seriously spent...whew, talk about a whirlwind of emotions. i'll just blog on that story next time

for now, hapey berday to lil ol me and thanks to all the pips who have greeted me: nanay, mikster, charo & thon, leny, kirs, ate ellen, ate nelly& dennis, ms.jo, to my cute boyps and the rest of the people who tried to contact me but can not reach me because I have already changed my mobile no. for the Nth time.hehehe

thanks...thanks tlaga to you guys, despite the stress today, you've made my b-day worth it, i couldn't have made it through if you didn't back me up. mwah to you all!

to my boyfriend...

well, i've been writing blog entry after blog entry here and yet I have failed to make one for this special person in my life whom i am so grateful for right now...

i never thought i'd meet someone like you in my lifetime, i never thought everything would go on just fine with you and me, i never thought you'd be perfect like the way you are, i never thought i'd meet my equal and i never thought i'd fall this hard

but with each passing moment, day and even months with you, i slowly realize that it's no use fighting to keep a bit of sanity with me, so as not to give myself wholly to you...to be safe and away from the pain that i use to think is a part of any relationship out there. it's no use, you've gotten my whole being entrusted in you, you've gotten me falling so deep into this blissful world of love that is enveloping my every waking moment knowing you're just there on my side, guarding me from the pain and harshness of this world...

i've been a fool thinking i won't be needing anybody in my life and that solitary isolation is the key in making it through my everyday existence. not letting anybody close to avoid getting hurt...but then things don't go exactly as planned, right?

i mean, seriously, who would've thought that i'd be meeting you all of a sudden and you'd have an impact on me and my whole outlook. you've changed me in ways nobody had and you've made me come out of my little shell of "security" to experience this whole new concept of uncertainty, you've made me live life more than i used to, you've made me get to know myself more and realize that there are some other things aside from career, family and myself that i should pay attention to

i used to think that my life was picture perfect, everything was planned from top to bottom and nothing else mattered but being with you gave me another side of learning...that life is not perfect, it's not even fair...but even if it is, you have to learn to live or deal with it

you might think that i don't notice all the care and love you shower me or how you try to shelter me from the all the negativity out there but I do...i see all the efforts that you've placed in this relationship and how you've been such a wonderful bf to me. the statement might seem baloney to you if we base it on the number of months we've been "labeled" but it's not the time nor duration that defines us. i guess, it's more of fate... i believe that fate brought me to you on that late saturday night when i was sleepy and bored out of my wits, all i wanted was to prove that you belong to the throngs of pervs going about and that i can teach you a lesson our two. who would've guessed that soon, it would be the other way around? in the 10-ish months that you've stood by me, i learned alot...

THANK YOU...