i never thought i'd meet someone like you in my lifetime, i never thought everything would go on just fine with you and me, i never thought you'd be perfect like the way you are, i never thought i'd meet my equal and i never thought i'd fall this hard
but with each passing moment, day and even months with you, i slowly realize that it's no use fighting to keep a bit of sanity with me, so as not to give myself wholly to you...to be safe and away from the pain that i use to think is a part of any relationship out there. it's no use, you've gotten my whole being entrusted in you, you've gotten me falling so deep into this blissful world of love that is enveloping my every waking moment knowing you're just there on my side, guarding me from the pain and harshness of this world...
i've been a fool thinking i won't be needing anybody in my life and that solitary isolation is the key in making it through my everyday existence. not letting anybody close to avoid getting hurt...but then things don't go exactly as planned, right?
i mean, seriously, who would've thought that i'd be meeting you all of a sudden and you'd have an impact on me and my whole outlook. you've changed me in ways nobody had and you've made me come out of my little shell of "security" to experience this whole new concept of uncertainty, you've made me live life more than i used to, you've made me get to know myself more and realize that there are some other things aside from career, family and myself that i should pay attention to
i used to think that my life was picture perfect, everything was planned from top to bottom and nothing else mattered but being with you gave me another side of learning...that life is not perfect, it's not even fair...but even if it is, you have to learn to live or deal with it
you might think that i don't notice all the care and love you shower me or how you try to shelter me from the all the negativity out there but I do...i see all the efforts that you've placed in this relationship and how you've been such a wonderful bf to me. the statement might seem baloney to you if we base it on the number of months we've been "labeled" but it's not the time nor duration that defines us. i guess, it's more of fate... i believe that fate brought me to you on that late saturday night when i was sleepy and bored out of my wits, all i wanted was to prove that you belong to the throngs of pervs going about and that i can teach you a lesson our two. who would've guessed that soon, it would be the other way around? in the 10-ish months that you've stood by me, i learned alot...
THANK YOU...
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