Friday, January 2, 2009

out of tune

well, i spent my whole day being totally MUTE and fucked up

i mean, it's just jan 2 and my body already decided to break down and get sick. of course, my fragile body bailed out on me again. aside from having fever last night at 39 degrees and chilling like it's my last day on earth, today i completely lost my voice

seriously, i'm not exagerating whatsoever but whenever I open my mouth to talk, a croak or squeek comes out.it really is weird and irritating me to the utmost

it's barely 2 days and i need to go back to the office, how the hell will i answer my phoneline? i mean, i'm supposed to go dive back into action on jan 5 and for crying out loud, i need my voice for it. talk about 1 shitty sitch i'm in right now

honestly, it's the first ever time that i'm mute and DUMBfounded and it doesn't feel good. i mean, we were at metro earlier and i got stares from waiters since i'm merely pointing my order to them and wasn't speaking at all. i felt like a freak and i hate the feeling

i'm sure how long until i get my voice back but heck, even if this annoys me more than i can take

at least there's a consolation...

my boyfriend was able to visit me and we hanged at my room, watching cable, dvds and of course, continuously cuddling and looking into each other's eyes, NICE! ;P

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