missin you guys

while i'm listening to this song by carol banawa (STAY) which I think some of you might think is oh so mushy, i am currently on the ym with my bestfriend who's in Dubai. well, for those pips who don't know, she's there for work and not leisure. enuf being said, i really am feeling a little bit sad right now. hell, I can blame the rain coz it brings out the depression in me or prolly my bf who's fast asleep at this instant with his very clogged (cute) lil nose but no, it's not of that sort...i just think that my life has been packaged in a different way now compared to what it was before. no, don't get me wrong, i don't regret finding the "love of my life" and spending every time ( i can find) with him and leaving the bliss of singlehood. it's just that maybe, i miss a part of me when i was still on my own, thinking that i don't need a relationship to complete my existence, those days when the only reason i was out is to meet up with my HS buddies or college friends or sometimes even mixed ones to just hang out at starbucks, Eastwood or just at B2's house and chat the night (or perhaps the early morning) away. I miss the moments wherein we hang at a particular bar at Eastwood either to party the night (up to morning) or prop up and sit at the cashier's area outside to people watch or eat early morning buffet meals and reminisce about past events...

it's been quite awhile since I've seen you guys (you know who you are) we've crossed different paths since 2004 but the times we've had is still kept up inside me. sometimes, i wish that i could just turn back time and go back to our "younger years" when everything was still the same and we were not reduced to "growing up"... i guess that's just wishful thinking on my part...