roots

hmm,i'm feeling a mix of sleepiness, drowsiness and my strength leaving me right now and yet i'm still up. loungin about, waiting for my bf, online and listening to hip-hop (of course, including RnB) like there's no tomorrow. afterall, i am a hip-hop fanatic what-not (wattap dawg?)but not to the point of underground... you know, lately, i've so engrossed with work that i don't have time to stop and eat a "wonderful" lunch anymore. all i do is stay in field and wait for my next meeting, not to mention brainstorm til my brains blow out. man, i didn't know that being transferred to my so to speak "dream job" would be very TIRING.ok, it might sound like i'm cranky about it but frankly, i'm not. i ain't complaining whatsoever, i guess i'm basically exhausted from all the brainstorming that i've been doing. if you only knew how "diminished" some companies are in terms of ideas... boy, have i got stories to tell you. it would make you wonder where the philippines is heading to... with the number of nobodies out there pretending to be the "it" person and yet all they know is to bask in their vanity. dang! probably i'd be earning alot now if i had a peso for every person i meet who's like that.whew...today has gotten me really pissed, weirded out and very much defeated. if i can only take like a week of vacation, i would have been in the sandy shores of boracay by now sipping iced tea or mango shake while watching the sun set...hay, kung pwede lang sana... (fu*k all my meetings!) :P