unedible plastic

i'm upset

this means, it's still ongoing...

i just hate it when some people can smile at you one time and then pass up stories when you're not looking. it's just so immature, and to think they're quite older than you are. I mean, WAYYYY OLDEERRR

the company where i work is quite ok. nothing really breath-taking, nothing special or not alot dream to be there...it's ok, fine...I guess.
For me, i'm there coz i love what i do. it's not really what i can call a "dream job" but hey, it gets me by. i get paid, i work on a nice schedule, i get benefits, fringe or what-not, my weekends are mine and i learn (somehow) from my boss.
well, the only thing that i really don't like is the fact that people inside do not have any other hobby except gossip-mongreling or tattle-telling when they could channel all their energies into something more productive. let alone my colleagues...oh, yeah, they're a different story.

they literally blow things outa proportion and make an issue out of all that's going on. their day is basically divided into complaining about how "loaded" they are with work and the rest, complaining about our boss among others. but when you actually observe them and devote your time in looking at the scope of what they're doing, it would make you wonder whether their "LOAD OF WORK" is imaginary or you, yourself are imagining... seeing them spending more of the day talking rather and facing each other for "kwento moments" than them facing their pc.

today is another chapter in my book. i have only proven that they are losers disguised as happy people who make friends with everybody. they do not really care whether i am ok or i'm doing well. they're out to get me...maybe i sound paranoid and all but no, i don't mean that they're out to get me like they're trying to catch me whatsoever. they're doing all that they can to make my life miserable

in all honesty, i would have appreciated it if they could just be blunt about it. like show it outright, that they don't like me and they have a problem with me being there but heck no, they would really smile and act like there's nothing wrong...but the awful truth of it is that they've been spreading stories about you and conjuring up issues....yup, issues that when you try to think of is very much high-school-ish.

it's like being in an episode of the OC or one tree hill...maybe the disgusting version, that is.

i mean, man, grow up. you guys are not in high school anymore, not even a froshie in college. we're all working, living our own lives and trying to make a living. i don't need anybody's affirmation, i don't need a "gang" to back me up or i don't need to be a "mean girl". all i want to do is be myself and work....work with etiquette.

the latter, i think is what's lacking in you all...you self-proclaimed " the best in the marketing department" two-faced pips...

qoute me on this "hindi kayo magaling, mga PLASTIC kayo"

bullshit!