after all's been said and done

today was another holiday monday, among many others.of course, it was declared as a non-working day because one of the icons of religion died and it was expected that most people would be attending his wake and would be taking their leave from work. well, to avoid this, i think declaring it as a holiday would be appropriate neverthless

i was out with my bf again and we went off to greenhills to buy his usual supplies of cellphones and gadgets, something work-related and not habit-forming. teehee

roaming around a people infested place like GH was quite tiring and i wasn't really looking forward to going there. not to mention the occasional heavy downpour of rain which makes me beady eyed with sleep is not enough for one to just want to stay at home and under the covers. but of coure, it's a chance for me to spend quality time with bf. sure, i'd take it

while we we're outside amidst the sea of people roaming about busy spending their cash, i realized that there is never a "tinatamad, kakainis, kakairita, NR, inaantok" excuse for me when it comes to my bf. it's like i never give out any excuse not to be with him. well, it's not that bad and i do think that most of the readers out there who are in a relationship can relate to me. it's just that come to think of it, when it comes to him, i spring back to life even if it's the saddest time of the day for me.

i dunnoh, maybe it's that feeling inside me saying that i care for this person which indirectly pushes me to give that extra boost of energy or maybe it's the thought of seeing him again after a long week of hard work which makes me prop up and anticipate in happiness but whatever that is, i have to applaud myself for keeping this up

i gotta admit, the last week was literally bad for me. work was too much pressure and i almost lost my bf over some issues that we can't answer together and to top it all off, my 6 yr. old niece died not because of some chronic illness of but of dengue (this is reserve for another blog entry) and i have to say there is a truth to the saying "when it rains, it pours" and man, for me, it was quite pouring heavy beyond...heavy.

those were really big things that happened and was quite draining. i'm not even sure how things got back to how they were, but they did (somehow, except of course the part where someone died) and honestly, i am very thankful