what's in store for 2008?

ok, i'm up and about, ready to face the world with a smile and a bucket of hopefulness...NOT!!!

whoever said life was fun and everybody should enjoy it must be six feet under by now and has alot of worms roaming all over his body. Man, thank god i'm already finished with breakfast, lunch, merienda1 and merienda2 before doing this entry. hahaha

no, no, no, I am not your resident cynic, I guess I'm feeling cold feet. Afterall, I am starting the year on the wrong foot or maybe the limp one, if you can call that a figure of speech. There are still remnants of things that have transpired in 2007 that I am trying to deal with and I am not sure whether I can still recuperate from them. Well, I am not being morbid or anything, It's reality kicking in. It's like a shot of espresso straight into my system. It's when I drink it "bottoms-up" and then it's too late to realize that caffeine is bad for my health or that it'll keep me awake long enough until everybody's up and at 'em.

I might sound like I'm talking in puzzles or that it's plain jibberish but I know what I'm saying. My life is currently down in the dumps and it makes me want to puke really hard that I am literally starting the year with a bang (sound that you make when you fall down, like ompf) and as much I want to do something about it, I can't. All that's left for me is to wait in earnest.

If only I was created patient, then there would be no problem...but I am not